A Blog for My Daughter

Words from a Mother

So I can admit I am seeing signs and symptoms. I feel like my bladder is going to explode, but I don’t have to pee. Lol. And boy are the girls tender. But I of course associated that with the monthly visit I was supposed to get. So this has been happening for a few days I guess. Other then that nothing. 
I have also been spending a lot of time on the internet looking things up. And as much as I have fears and questions about absolutely EVERYTHING, I’ve mostly been looking up things I should and shouldn’t eat.  I have always feared when I got pregnant, that my diet would be the hardest part. I have never eaten a lot on a regular basis. That’s the problem. (But the last 6-8 months I have been eating really healthy. So I have that going for me.). So my fear is I won’t eat enough for a healthy baby. So I went and bought more veggies and fruit, and things to eat for breakfast (since usually just have a breakfast shake). Hopefully, I can do better at eating more/properly. 

Tomorrow I call and make my first OBGYN appointment. I took a week estimator test, and it shows 2-3 weeks past ovulation. Which means I am about 4-5 weeks pregnant. So we will start with that in making the appointment. 

PS. It’s killing me not telling people. I just want everyone to know already damn it. Lol